Ashutosh Pandey's Blogs
Sunday, September 24, 2006
SWAMY VIVEKANANDA
I read a lot the thoughts of vivekananda at the gradution level.I really liked the thoughts of vivekananda.At the age of 18 he was not very much spritiual.At this age he came in contact of RamKishna.swamy thought he was the mad person.one day Ram kishna said you are the person to whom i was waiting.vivekananda didn't like this.vivekananda was from very rich family,but after the death of his father,he tried to search the job,but he was not able to get any job.he got very depressed because there was not enough money to bring his family.
he went to ramkishna and told him the problem.Ramkishna told him that you are not in this world for the worldy pleaser but to spread knowledge and wisdom any take this money for your family.when he took the money his hand got heated,he threw the money.he went to temple of goddess durga.he went to pray for money but he prayed for wisdom and devotion from durga.After this incident he became the disciple of RamKishna.
His wonderfull thought which i am giving below that has the power to bring the life to dead man.
1.MAN IS THE MAKER OF HIS OWN DESTINY.
2.YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU ARE NOW.YOU ARE REPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME IN FUTURE.YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE YOUR SELF.
3.STRENGTH IS LIFE AND WEAKNESS IS DEATH.
4.BEING HAPPY ALWAYS IS MORE POWERFULL THAN PRAYER BECAUSE BY THIS WAY YOU ARE MORE NEARER TO GOD.
5.CONCETRATION IS THE MAIN DIFFRENCE BETWEEN MAN.
6.BY DOING THE MEDITATION YOU CAN BECOME THE POSITIVE THINKING PERSON.
7.TAKE WHOLE RESPONSIBLITY ON YOUR SHOULDERS.
I read a lot the thoughts of vivekananda at the gradution level.I really liked the thoughts of vivekananda.At the age of 18 he was not very much spritiual.At this age he came in contact of RamKishna.swamy thought he was the mad person.one day Ram kishna said you are the person to whom i was waiting.vivekananda didn't like this.vivekananda was from very rich family,but after the death of his father,he tried to search the job,but he was not able to get any job.he got very depressed because there was not enough money to bring his family.
he went to ramkishna and told him the problem.Ramkishna told him that you are not in this world for the worldy pleaser but to spread knowledge and wisdom any take this money for your family.when he took the money his hand got heated,he threw the money.he went to temple of goddess durga.he went to pray for money but he prayed for wisdom and devotion from durga.After this incident he became the disciple of RamKishna.
His wonderfull thought which i am giving below that has the power to bring the life to dead man.
1.MAN IS THE MAKER OF HIS OWN DESTINY.
2.YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU ARE NOW.YOU ARE REPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME IN FUTURE.YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE YOUR SELF.
3.STRENGTH IS LIFE AND WEAKNESS IS DEATH.
4.BEING HAPPY ALWAYS IS MORE POWERFULL THAN PRAYER BECAUSE BY THIS WAY YOU ARE MORE NEARER TO GOD.
5.CONCETRATION IS THE MAIN DIFFRENCE BETWEEN MAN.
6.BY DOING THE MEDITATION YOU CAN BECOME THE POSITIVE THINKING PERSON.
7.TAKE WHOLE RESPONSIBLITY ON YOUR SHOULDERS.
My Belief In Astrology
Some Incident happend with me ,from that i am believing in astrology.When i was working in noida as faculty in a computer institute,I was not taking much interest in job.I was feeling very depressed at that time.It was become approx 8 months of job,I wanted to quit the job.
It was the 20th march of 2005.I had to got to my home on the occasion of Holi.My younger brother was also staying with me in delhi.He had already gone perhaps on 18th march.On 20th evening ,it was raining at that time,I got a call from my director,I was taking a class of c language.
I went there,there was call from my home.I took the receiver,he was my younger brother.I had three brother,he was youngest one.he told that your younger brother is not more.I couldn't belive this,so i asked again,but it was gone cut off from other side. i told the director,he told me you may have listened wrong.i went to std booth to call home.when i called home mom was there,she told me that nothing has happend ,i am not feeling well so you have to come as soon as possible.I asked for my middle one brother,mom and also papa told that he has gone town to bring thr medicine for mother.But i was feeling by there tone that there has something wrong happend in home.But no one told me at that time.I took the 500 Rs from my director and catch the bus from noida to new delhi station.I catched the magadh Exp. at 8.30pm on 20th.
I travelled in general,It was the time of holi festiwal,so there was too much rush in train,some how i got a place to stand in the boggy.It was journey of 12 hours.I reached allahabad in the morning .from there i called once again home,my youngest was there,he said every thing is ok ,mom is not feeling well,so she wanted to see you.I got some relax there.I catched another train to mugalsarai.I entered in my village on 21th at 12 or 1 pm.My heart was beating more,there may be some thing wrong.there was so many negative thought was coming in my mind.one thing i want to tell you that i talked with every member of my family,but not with my middle brother.
I was more sure about him,that something has got wrong with him.when i was near a hanuman mandir it is in our village,i asked from a person that what happened in my home,he told me that your middle brother was not more,he consumed poisen.thats end.
After one month i went back to delhi to resign my job and to got some money from there.There I got a book of astrology,that was based on numerlogy.it was written by shri Kamala Mali,very famous astrologist of Jodhpur.my digit is 7 from my birth date.There in book i saw a if your digit is 7 you will get a very heartbreaking news(sad) on 21th march at 12 to 1 pm.
because "rahu grah" is entering in your "kundali".I was really got surprised by reading this,because i did'nt ever belive in astrology.Then i read very carefully about everything which was written for digit 7 person.From that time i also making keep fast of tuesday and more devotion for "hanuman".
I don't know much about astrology.but some time some incident make us to belive that there is something who control our life.there is some rules for marriage in hindu.By matching the "kundali",you are suppossd to get married,because from every person you are not compatible enough to live together.so some how we should follow the rule which is made by astrology.If you are breaking rule of school or colleage or any .you are going to get the consequence.
so I think there should be some rule to control our way of living.Astrology give this rule.
Some Incident happend with me ,from that i am believing in astrology.When i was working in noida as faculty in a computer institute,I was not taking much interest in job.I was feeling very depressed at that time.It was become approx 8 months of job,I wanted to quit the job.
It was the 20th march of 2005.I had to got to my home on the occasion of Holi.My younger brother was also staying with me in delhi.He had already gone perhaps on 18th march.On 20th evening ,it was raining at that time,I got a call from my director,I was taking a class of c language.
I went there,there was call from my home.I took the receiver,he was my younger brother.I had three brother,he was youngest one.he told that your younger brother is not more.I couldn't belive this,so i asked again,but it was gone cut off from other side. i told the director,he told me you may have listened wrong.i went to std booth to call home.when i called home mom was there,she told me that nothing has happend ,i am not feeling well so you have to come as soon as possible.I asked for my middle one brother,mom and also papa told that he has gone town to bring thr medicine for mother.But i was feeling by there tone that there has something wrong happend in home.But no one told me at that time.I took the 500 Rs from my director and catch the bus from noida to new delhi station.I catched the magadh Exp. at 8.30pm on 20th.
I travelled in general,It was the time of holi festiwal,so there was too much rush in train,some how i got a place to stand in the boggy.It was journey of 12 hours.I reached allahabad in the morning .from there i called once again home,my youngest was there,he said every thing is ok ,mom is not feeling well,so she wanted to see you.I got some relax there.I catched another train to mugalsarai.I entered in my village on 21th at 12 or 1 pm.My heart was beating more,there may be some thing wrong.there was so many negative thought was coming in my mind.one thing i want to tell you that i talked with every member of my family,but not with my middle brother.
I was more sure about him,that something has got wrong with him.when i was near a hanuman mandir it is in our village,i asked from a person that what happened in my home,he told me that your middle brother was not more,he consumed poisen.thats end.
After one month i went back to delhi to resign my job and to got some money from there.There I got a book of astrology,that was based on numerlogy.it was written by shri Kamala Mali,very famous astrologist of Jodhpur.my digit is 7 from my birth date.There in book i saw a if your digit is 7 you will get a very heartbreaking news(sad) on 21th march at 12 to 1 pm.
because "rahu grah" is entering in your "kundali".I was really got surprised by reading this,because i did'nt ever belive in astrology.Then i read very carefully about everything which was written for digit 7 person.From that time i also making keep fast of tuesday and more devotion for "hanuman".
I don't know much about astrology.but some time some incident make us to belive that there is something who control our life.there is some rules for marriage in hindu.By matching the "kundali",you are suppossd to get married,because from every person you are not compatible enough to live together.so some how we should follow the rule which is made by astrology.If you are breaking rule of school or colleage or any .you are going to get the consequence.
so I think there should be some rule to control our way of living.Astrology give this rule.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
My View on Love
The idea of pure love should be nurtured.you are not supposed to be depressed when your love is either rejected or ignored.your love encompasses so many others,your mother,father,brother,sister.These are all form of love.Love is like a ladder that helps you attain higher and higherlevels of consciousnes.it could start with one person and end with totality.Love is the beginning and god is the end.Love is painful sometimes becauseit is not real love.Real love is when one does not expect anything from the person you love.The selfish attitude that arises out of attachment is the root cause for love becoming painful.Even if journey of love is not smooth,go for it.If you don't dive into the river of love,how u reach the ocean.creativity reaches its zenith when in love.it is out of agony that ecstasy is born.
You have to go through the dark night to be able to appreciate the sight of beautiful sunrise.Love is higher experience than Lust.Even if lust is mud,the lotus of love could bloom from it.
So don't shy away from love,for you can't know of god and attain bliss unless you know what pure love is.
The idea of pure love should be nurtured.you are not supposed to be depressed when your love is either rejected or ignored.your love encompasses so many others,your mother,father,brother,sister.These are all form of love.Love is like a ladder that helps you attain higher and higherlevels of consciousnes.it could start with one person and end with totality.Love is the beginning and god is the end.Love is painful sometimes becauseit is not real love.Real love is when one does not expect anything from the person you love.The selfish attitude that arises out of attachment is the root cause for love becoming painful.Even if journey of love is not smooth,go for it.If you don't dive into the river of love,how u reach the ocean.creativity reaches its zenith when in love.it is out of agony that ecstasy is born.
You have to go through the dark night to be able to appreciate the sight of beautiful sunrise.Love is higher experience than Lust.Even if lust is mud,the lotus of love could bloom from it.
So don't shy away from love,for you can't know of god and attain bliss unless you know what pure love is.
My Village Life
I have spent one full year in my home village before coming cdac bangalore.I didn't have idea of living in village.There is some field which is inherited by my father.so it is nesseccery for us to go there and watch our inherited property. i thinkIt would be very difficult for anyone who has never lived in village.whenever i walked in village,everyone asked from you who are you,who is your father.where were you before.That means in village everyone should know you.Unlike in town everyone is busy with themself.No one has time for otherone.so i sometime felt very irritated.My village is a brahaman community village.I follow the traditional way to worseship of god,sometime i feel that these are just superstition but last one year i followed every way of worseship.I have seen one thing that in my village, politics is very much in exitence,which i don't like.I liked the sorrounding of my village,like a river which is just besides my village,the rice and wheate fields,which is most eye catching.
My village has produced a lot of intellectual person,like four five engineers,proffeser,docter and many other,but some people don't want to change their views and remain the same,so they have not progressed yet.so i feel sorry for them.I feel change can't take place in one day,it take many year to change the person,village,town,city,country and world.
I hope change soon come to my village and many more one.
I have spent one full year in my home village before coming cdac bangalore.I didn't have idea of living in village.There is some field which is inherited by my father.so it is nesseccery for us to go there and watch our inherited property. i thinkIt would be very difficult for anyone who has never lived in village.whenever i walked in village,everyone asked from you who are you,who is your father.where were you before.That means in village everyone should know you.Unlike in town everyone is busy with themself.No one has time for otherone.so i sometime felt very irritated.My village is a brahaman community village.I follow the traditional way to worseship of god,sometime i feel that these are just superstition but last one year i followed every way of worseship.I have seen one thing that in my village, politics is very much in exitence,which i don't like.I liked the sorrounding of my village,like a river which is just besides my village,the rice and wheate fields,which is most eye catching.
My village has produced a lot of intellectual person,like four five engineers,proffeser,docter and many other,but some people don't want to change their views and remain the same,so they have not progressed yet.so i feel sorry for them.I feel change can't take place in one day,it take many year to change the person,village,town,city,country and world.
I hope change soon come to my village and many more one.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
I LOVE PROGRAMMING
I love programming because programming is simply mind game.whenever i need excercise for my mind i do programming.I know that i am not good programmer but i want to be.That why i have joined CDAC-BANGALORE.Here i can learn good programming.Programming really needs a intense concentration.If the person who are a thinker they can become good programmer.Some time i really get frustrate when i am not able to find solution.But It simply teach me to Fight with the problem.programming needs creativity,so by doing programming we can also develope our creativity.Programming means how you can use your theoretical knowledge into pracital one.Programming teach you how you can learn to cope up with real life problem.I like to be the good programmer .I would suggest to everyone to become the good programmer enjoy the programming.
I love programming because programming is simply mind game.whenever i need excercise for my mind i do programming.I know that i am not good programmer but i want to be.That why i have joined CDAC-BANGALORE.Here i can learn good programming.Programming really needs a intense concentration.If the person who are a thinker they can become good programmer.Some time i really get frustrate when i am not able to find solution.But It simply teach me to Fight with the problem.programming needs creativity,so by doing programming we can also develope our creativity.Programming means how you can use your theoretical knowledge into pracital one.Programming teach you how you can learn to cope up with real life problem.I like to be the good programmer .I would suggest to everyone to become the good programmer enjoy the programming.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
**********************What do I Expect From This FPGDST*************************
When I resigned from my teaching job from noida,I was not very sure what i would do.I wanted to do some course which give some real programming skill.I saw a "The Times Of India",where cdac mumbai had announced for cst exam,at that time i realised if i will get selected i would do the course.By god grace i got selected,now i am here.
From this course I just want to learn the every aspects of programming.From this course I just want to become the good programmer.I like The mgpa and mgpt programming test,it is definatly tough,but it gives some confident for become good programmer.here we meet with some really good friends who has got already good programming skill,from them we can learn something.What the module we are studing in this course,that are really good,whatever assignments here we are getting ,that test our real life programming skill.every one know array,linkedlist,tree but few know how we can apply this in real life problem.
This course is going to be tough course,but also I am going to learn more by this course.I will try my best to clear mgpa(machine graded programming assignment) and mgpt(machine graded programming test).its also my expectation that after doing this course i would find good job.By doing this course this give me the plateform from where i can excel my carriar graph.
thanks
When I resigned from my teaching job from noida,I was not very sure what i would do.I wanted to do some course which give some real programming skill.I saw a "The Times Of India",where cdac mumbai had announced for cst exam,at that time i realised if i will get selected i would do the course.By god grace i got selected,now i am here.
From this course I just want to learn the every aspects of programming.From this course I just want to become the good programmer.I like The mgpa and mgpt programming test,it is definatly tough,but it gives some confident for become good programmer.here we meet with some really good friends who has got already good programming skill,from them we can learn something.What the module we are studing in this course,that are really good,whatever assignments here we are getting ,that test our real life programming skill.every one know array,linkedlist,tree but few know how we can apply this in real life problem.
This course is going to be tough course,but also I am going to learn more by this course.I will try my best to clear mgpa(machine graded programming assignment) and mgpt(machine graded programming test).its also my expectation that after doing this course i would find good job.By doing this course this give me the plateform from where i can excel my carriar graph.
thanks
Hello friends
myself ashutosh pandey from cdac bangalore.there is a module in our course TCOM,which is technical communication.in which we have to give presentation on some topic.I have never given presentation before it.I was not very serious to give this presentation so i was not prepared for it.One night before everyone was preparing for it.some told we will not give,so i also decided i won't give,but i also told to friends that if i have to give i will give on abdul kalam,because i have very much inspired by this person.some time past i have read about him.On Dday,i was not prepared anything,i just went to class.some friend told on some technical concept.everyone has to said for atleast 3 minutes.sir tolds us if you are not prepared then whatever come in your mind then just come here and say.I had stage fear,however whatever i know about him i wrote in my diary.It is-
My friends everyone want to get success in their life,everyone has got inspiration from someone, I have some also,among them i admire most A.P.J Abdul Kalam.I want to tell a incident of him.After graduting from MIT (madras) ,he applied for two jobs,one was in airforce and other was to make airplane.He was very keen to join airforce,but he got 9th rank,upto 8th rank got selected,so he was really got depressed ,he went to RISHICASE and met with swamy sadanada.After seeing kalam face he understood that he was not in good phase.then he asked,kalam told him everything.Then swamy told that The destiny has already decided by god,just follow the god path,you will reach your destination,so don't be depressed.I would like to share some thought of him to you .
1.God has given some qualities to everyone,just pray before god and you will know the same qualities.
2.If you are week no one will respect you,if you are strong then strong will respect you,that is true for indiviuals and for nation.
3.everyone should dream because dream is the first step to become successful.
4.thinking is the progress and nonthinking is destruction for indiviuals.
So if you want to become successful follow these words,believe in yourself and you will become sucessful in whatever field you have chossen.
thanks.
That was the my speech.During the speech session unknowingly
i thouched my nose and chest,everyone was laughing,however i was not able to understand why there are laughing.After ending of speech one of my friend told me that why are you touching your nose or chest,thats why everyone was laughing.I realised my mistakes.Thats my first speech .
myself ashutosh pandey from cdac bangalore.there is a module in our course TCOM,which is technical communication.in which we have to give presentation on some topic.I have never given presentation before it.I was not very serious to give this presentation so i was not prepared for it.One night before everyone was preparing for it.some told we will not give,so i also decided i won't give,but i also told to friends that if i have to give i will give on abdul kalam,because i have very much inspired by this person.some time past i have read about him.On Dday,i was not prepared anything,i just went to class.some friend told on some technical concept.everyone has to said for atleast 3 minutes.sir tolds us if you are not prepared then whatever come in your mind then just come here and say.I had stage fear,however whatever i know about him i wrote in my diary.It is-
My friends everyone want to get success in their life,everyone has got inspiration from someone, I have some also,among them i admire most A.P.J Abdul Kalam.I want to tell a incident of him.After graduting from MIT (madras) ,he applied for two jobs,one was in airforce and other was to make airplane.He was very keen to join airforce,but he got 9th rank,upto 8th rank got selected,so he was really got depressed ,he went to RISHICASE and met with swamy sadanada.After seeing kalam face he understood that he was not in good phase.then he asked,kalam told him everything.Then swamy told that The destiny has already decided by god,just follow the god path,you will reach your destination,so don't be depressed.I would like to share some thought of him to you .
1.God has given some qualities to everyone,just pray before god and you will know the same qualities.
2.If you are week no one will respect you,if you are strong then strong will respect you,that is true for indiviuals and for nation.
3.everyone should dream because dream is the first step to become successful.
4.thinking is the progress and nonthinking is destruction for indiviuals.
So if you want to become successful follow these words,believe in yourself and you will become sucessful in whatever field you have chossen.
thanks.
That was the my speech.During the speech session unknowingly
i thouched my nose and chest,everyone was laughing,however i was not able to understand why there are laughing.After ending of speech one of my friend told me that why are you touching your nose or chest,thats why everyone was laughing.I realised my mistakes.Thats my first speech .
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